grow...

On November 3rd, 2018 my life changed in the best way possible when I married my best friend. We spent our honeymoon in a very beautiful and hot place, and then came back to our small town home in New York. Before getting married I lived in Buffalo in a very large and beautiful home with seven other lovely humans. Now I live in a small apartment an hour away with my love. It's been a big adjustment, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

This life is totally new for me. Sometimes I feel like I have no idea what I'm doing. Other times I feel lonely {like when my husband is gone for 10 hours a day}. But I am learning, very slowly, to grow. This is a season of life that I need to enjoy. I need to be the best I can be right now. And I want to look back and see how much I grew and laughed and learned to love my life and the people around me. It's easy to be hard on myself, or listen to the devil's lies that I'm not a good enough wife, or I'm all alone. But God has blessed me above all I could ask or think. My life is a dream come true. I will focus on that. I will give God all the glory for what he's done for me.